Board Thread:Off-Topic/@comment-24108228-20140917162847/@comment-25178962-20140921022705

I actually had little idea how I would react to being seen as intrinsically and irredeemably evil by anyone until about now. Even though I can be a bad person, being seen so lowly (even by a couple of ROBLOX players) would likely make me huddle in a corner and cry when I figure out the crossbowman doesn't only not like me and approve of my existance, he actively finds my existance to be objectionable, and wants to hurt me just for the sake of principle against who I am.

And not only this, but he is immovable in this opinion. I cannot befriend him, or change his mind, or bribe him, or ignore him. And not all the enemy RQ's and mithril and armor in the world can protect me from my crushing lack of self confidence to the point I look to everyone else to validate my life. His utter rejection of me would destroy me before any bolts are even fired.